it happened

finally..it happened! for d 4th time! how do i feel?ermm mixed feelings....sad, of course sad but tawakal..serah diri pada Allah..doa byk2..then, i feel calm:-) let me see, for how long this could be stay..i mean, silent treatment....i hope i could be strong! it really hurts me...i know i've made a wrong decision to give another chance...but haih! it really hard to say! ya Allah...Kindly Give me d strength!