argh!

it's d 3rd time already! letting go..then it comes back! how?? what does it mean? haih....really waste my time! but d 3rd time...really meant it...succeed but now?Ya Allah...tlg beri petunjuk & yg terbaik utk diriku! Penat dah sbnrnye...& tolong lah kuatkan semangatku..moga2 x jadi utk kali ke-4! :(((